LOVING AFTER YOU

I thought I understood what the “world’s end” meant

When I saw you breathe your last , have your last gasp

My plans for us vanished, the road ahead, now lonely

The skies blackened, the stars falling down

My face in my hands, my shoulders quaking, shaken

Blown apart, in pieces

My love for you made me see you as beautiful,as unmatched, peerless

Priceless, valued over great pearls and dales and ecstasies

The world, it appeared, was ours to take together

For even death could not part us

I wonder if I will ever see you again

Neither the picture of you lying lifeless, nor my head upturned, can halt it

Nothing, not the crumpling of dried leaves dead by harmattan’s haze

Never even the fading of whitewashed walls or the tastelessness of stale salt

No demise on earth, no matter the sort

Will take away the gift my God has placed in my heart

Though you be gone, even when my emotions are worn and torn

The unclarity of our fallen world will not confuse me

I am resolute, my God is faithful

Your memory is strong, but it also reminds me more

There are uncountable folks, whose lives must be touched

Who have never had the love we shared in our time together

As you gave me the idea that first time you kindly paid my debt

And got us into small talk that blew into bond so great, so strong

I will show them now, in memory of you, the wonder of a life given

Of sacrifice and of friendship

And of hope which even death cannot quench

God does, you did, and I must do likewise.

TREND LINES AND EMOTIONS

Digits and digital screenshots sum up a decade’s material history

Figures summarize lives’ trajectories and mass movements

A matter-of-factly tale of the wide-world, or of a chip of it

Axes drawn, with zigzag lines dancing across the cartesian

Fine definition of boom and bust

Of the struggle to become, the becoming, and the loss of being

My place is a forecaster’s: I tell of unemployment rates and poverty lines and deficits

Cheery new homeowners’ smiles and jubilant shareholders’ faces I barely count

Neither do I the tearful small business owner’s wails over irredeemable loss

The once self-sufficient, now paupered, set back by the invisible hand’s mercilessness

Theories trump themes in the world of unfeeling averages and projections

Now and then the numbers come alive as I remember that I count people

Only a lucky spark; I soon become statistical again

It would seem to me that man feels pain only to an extent

When his memory of another’s brims up, he sinks it into the subconscious

To bear human hopes shattered, he creates an outlook of fateism

He separates fact from emotion

He forgets to feel, just to feel relief again

But is it not the insensitive that wreaks the most havoc upon human flesh and heart?

Our God, though great unto infinity, is closest

His heart beats, His heart feels, He sees farthest

He needs not aggregate and simplify to understand

All of history is to Him the present moment

All of one loner’s concern, a legendary significance

When the cycle of plenty and little turns and churns out beauty and pain

His arms are always outstretched to hold up the triumphant and the losing alike

In the end, all the world’s fancy and riches fade and rust

But God’s loving gaze never strays from our affairs.

ISAIAH 62

For Zion’s sake will I not hold my peace,
and for Jerusalem’s sake I will not rest,
until the righteousness thereof go forth as brightness,
and the salvation thereof as a lamp that burneth.
And the Gentiles shall see thy righteousness,
and all kings thy glory:
and thou shalt be called by a new name,
which the mouth of the Lord shall name.
Thou shalt also be a crown of glory in the hand of the Lord,
and a royal diadem in the hand of thy God.
Thou shalt no more be termed Forsaken;
neither shall thy land any more be termed Desolate:
but thou shalt be called Hephzibah,
and thy land Beulah:
for the Lord delighteth in thee,
and thy land shall be married.
For as a young man marrieth a virgin,
so shall thy sons marry thee:
and as the bridegroom rejoiceth over the bride,
so shall thy God rejoice over thee.
I have set watchmen upon thy walls, O Jerusalem,
which shall never hold their peace day nor night:
ye that make mention of the Lord,
keep not silence,
And give him no rest,
till he establish, and till he make Jerusalem a praise in the earth.
The Lord hath sworn by his right hand, and by the arm of his strength,
Surely I will no more give thy corn to be meat for thine enemies;
and the sons of the stranger shall not drink thy wine, for the which thou hast laboured:
But they that have gathered it shall eat it, and praise the Lord;
and they that have brought it together shall drink it in the courts of my holiness.
Go through, go through the gates; prepare ye the way of the people;
cast up, cast up the highway; gather out the stones;
lift up a standard for the people.
Behold, the Lord hath proclaimed unto the end of the world,
Say ye to the daughter of Zion, Behold, thy salvation cometh;
behold, his reward is with him,
and his work before him.
And they shall call them, The holy people, The redeemed of the Lord:
and thou shalt be called, Sought out, A city not forsaken.

– King James Version of the Holy Bible

AWAKENED DESIRES

So full of myself,
Crawling upon the waters
The darkness envelopes
The pressure develops
I’m born again! Thrice have I received Christ
My soul groans
My body yearns
The photo of the crucifix is on my wall
I look, but no
It’s not in pictures
The life of Christ is not in images
I’ll surely tear off that photo
If after all, I fall victim of lust
And my four-day old Christian life is lost
I grab the chaplet lain on my table
Perhaps, I’ll sin no more
My heart pounds, the rhythm is faster
The life of Christ is not in symbols
Smoking, women, alcohol
I gave up all these three months ago
I gave them all up again
Three days ago
But I still feel them, and want them
In between the darkness and the pressure
I stand, shrouded in sin
Expressing desires, I long let go

YOU AND I

In structure and mind we differ, you with your toy gun and I with my doll

Both content in our own world opening only to those we trust.

Time passes and we both thrive, I with my flowers and you with your guitar

Trying to find ourselves while making our own mark

We leave the past to run with Christ

Our giant strides taken in wisdom’s path

We both write, I of my feminine mind and you in your masculine might

Both trying to reach out to grasp the essence of our fights

You seek and I find in the motion of time,

A common ground, a joint hope, a renewed heart

In an unexpected tide we mix our lives

Learning vices and sharing minds

I with my determined heart and you with your focused eyes

Together we turn the tides, growing in love, strengthening all ties

You with your unwavering faith and I with my praying knees

Soaring above sin, we would gladly live, in our master’s creed

We would believe till a point we would become holy within him.

Looking out to the unseen things, I boldly decree

To you I would cleave as a virtuous queen and you as my wise king

Both following as God would deem fit

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OLD RUGGED CROSS

Gbennard

On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross,
The emblem of suffering and shame;
And I love that old cross where the dearest and best
For a world of lost sinners was slain.

So I’ll cherish the old rugged cross,
Till my trophies at last I lay down;
I will cling to the old rugged cross,
And exchange it some day for a crown.

O that old rugged cross, so despised by the world,
Has a wondrous attraction for me;
For the dear Lamb of God left His glory above
To bear it to dark Calvary.

In that old rugged cross, stained with blood so divine,
A wondrous beauty I see,
For ’twas on that old cross Jesus suffered and died,
To pardon and sanctify me.

To the old rugged cross I will ever be true;
Its shame and reproach gladly bear;
Then He’ll call me some day to my home far away,
Where His glory forever I’ll share.

by

George Bennard

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I feel Welcomed

I feel Welcomed

A semblance of a true family
united by words woven in skill
knit together by the fabrics of a shared faith
I feel welcomed into a People of spiritual literary prowess
into a house of skilled penspeakers
among a nation of explosive evangelism

Permit me to introduce to you
a new ChristaPoet member
one who has come to learn from y’all,
To introduce myself,
Iorfa Steven-Kator
I am welcome.
Am I?

ON A JOURNEY

If eternity existed now
What a difference that would make.
If forever was a sure thing right now
We wouldn’t be scared.

If mistakes weren’t real
Decisions won’t be hard.
If pain wasn’t part of the bargain
Gain would be easy.

If luxury was littered everywhere
Hardwork would be useless
If death wasn’t a reality
Life wouldn’t be treasured
.
And what a life that would be…
One in which everything and anything goes
Virtues would be outrageous
And Vices….Normal

It would be a struggle
More than it is now.
That’s why a heavenly eternity awaits
Anyone who walks the narrow way

The way for heroes and heroines
The way of discipline,The way of courage
The way of humility,The way of service
The Way called JESUS.

The way that renews your spirit
And changes your character.
The way of life!
Eternity is not now but we are all on the Way

Are you on the right one?

-Ebisike Amarachi