The world is enraptured by an eery turbulence.
The kind that makes me want to step out of my skin and watch my flesh, blood and bones wriggle on the floor, half dead. She rides me like a wild horse and I am more than receiving of her deathly blows.She hates me, because You Love Me.
You, The Universe of the Universe. I am willing to die a thousand times to get away from her, she knows this, she is furious, because there has been no guilt in years, only this freedom that comes from swift forgetfulness. This silence that comes from immense helplessness.
But often now I ask, What must I do to be saved daily? Nothing He says, “Nothing and everything”, He smiles at me His smile is fire, I melt. The place of surrender I do not quickly recognize till I have rebelled.
What would it take for you to open my eyes and keep them there? “Nothing and everything, sweetheart just STAY”… Let me never leave this place of sanity I beg. This battle its for True Life, I’m unashamed.
For me to rise again and again, the ultimate plan, the reason you came.
” just part of it my Bride, for this cause and much more I came, my honor on the line, an eternal law I had to obey, That being connected to you only in death could I LIVE and now you must do the same”…
Cold Love brought shivers down my spine, like breath forming misty smoke In the Presence of His divine…
” You staked it all when you chose to redeem, it was Life or death, you chose to Live”
Life has never been easier ever since, knowing fully well that the life I live now is His..
I saw in His eyes the Love of Loves, a burning wrath completely satisfied.
“Don’t you get it My Bride, I’ve seen it all, I know how it ends, before you had the choice, I chose to Live… I’d never leave my own, my depth in you calls me deeper, an eternal bond, a pull I can’t refuse, wait for me, I come quickly, I desire to be united with me, more than you think, Wait For Me…”
To be continued…
- Osione Abokhai