Good day people,

Today I woke up with a whole lot of questions, the somewhat sad news I heard yesterday had somehow dampened my mood but I did get about my morning rituals of cleaning and getting set for work. The way I felt still didn’t fizzle away and it just seemed to slow down every thing I did. Okay here’s the thing, my system’s hard disk crashed some weeks ago with such valuable information I had not yet backed up on any other drive and you can be sure of this I was sad. When I went to the guys that shoulda helped me with the issue they said there was no hope.

Now at that moment I had two choices: to accept this or not too. I tried to hide how I truly felt as best as I could but even though my system was fixed and ready to go I still haven’t done any work on it as the pain of the possibility of loosing unfinished poems, original copies of my graphic work, official documents simply  tore at my joy. I knew I needed help, my faith was wildering away and then I decided to take a walk. I tried calling a friend or two but that didn’t come through and then I called on Jesus. Really I wish I can tell you immediately I prayed I felt better and the blue skies flew in but to be sincere, the pain in my heart was still there, I was still confused. However, as I tarried in praying (in tongues mostly) something new started to gain ground and that was HOPE. I had hope that though the professionals had declared my situation dead I knew the God that raises the dead, I had hope that though I was careless for not backing up my information somewhere else God’s mercies: they are new every morning and most of all I knew that God wanted me happy because He loves me even more than I know. He declares in His word:

“Ask of me, and I shall give you the nations for your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for your possession” Psalms 2:8

“And in that day ye shall ask me nothing. verily, verily, I say unto you, whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in my name, he will give it to you…ask and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full.” John 6:23-24

So even though things were not looking up for me, I decided to believe the report of the Lord and I trust His word to come to pass. For now I have got my peace restored and very soon you all we hear my testimony.

I just love the Lord!

So dearest reader I can tell you the truth for what it is “I do not always have the answers, I too sometimes doubt, I sometimes feel like crying but at such times I tune out of what the world around me is declaring and I switch to my real environment which is Zion. In Zion what we say is “IT IS WELL” and that settles it. Want to know why we cant help but be happy all the time? Here’s the secret we draw our faith from His word and His word never fails. It may tarry but it never ever fails. Halleluyah! The peace of God be with you all.

Grace

Ezeonyeka Godswill