He is with me
When shame covers me until I am choking
When it leaves me feeling like trash
When contempt cuts through my heart
Such that I am bleeding to death
He is with me
He is with me
When I suffer prejudice
When bias makes me question my own good intentions
When the words of my love vocabulary
Appears to fail me
When I am sorely misunderstood
That I even fail to understand myself
He is with me
He is with me
When ‘neglect’ is just not good enough to say how I feel
When I feel as though I am an ‘after-thought’
When I feel rejection and humiliation
Such that I have a perfect blend of a distasteful ‘emoconcotion’
When the sharp sourness of this emoconcotion cuts through my pride
Sharper than a diamond sword
Until pain makes me weak and speechless
That I fail to rise above the lethargy within
He remains just there with me
He is with me
When human words fails my heart expressions
When I know just a few words to tell exactly how I feel
He groans within me with Words deeper than words
Because He forever remains with and in me
He is with me
When pain dries the fountain of my tears
Such that my greatest need becomes to weep
So that my pains might be washed away
I know He is yet with me
He is with me
When I feel lonely and all alone
When I feel as though I have just ‘me’
When ‘me’ is not sure if she should remain with me
He will never fail me
Because He is right there with me
He is with me
Even when I am wrong
When I am unmerciful and finger-pointing
When I stray from the love lane
Such that I feel as though I have failed
His love will never fail
Because He loves to be right with me
He is with me
When the seeming cold hands of death come for me
When I know that my time has come
I warm up in child-like excitement
For I know that death has lost its sting on me
So I need not fret or fear
Because He will as always wrap me in His love consuming
Such that my heart quakes and my spirit blushes
In earnest expectation for my great hibernation
Which ushers me to the redeeming consummation
Away from this fallen home that I live in
To that incorruptible home, the kind that Man Jesus lives in
That body which has no limitations and barrier
I know my rejoicing would know no bound
For again He will be with me
He is with you
Even when guilt seems to be blinding your sight
When you are clueless and running away in blind shame
Such that you appear to have fallen into the strong arms of the enemy
Just quit your packing to the ‘no home’ place
You see, He never gives a quit notice
Because even if you still choose to leave
He just can never ever leave you
Jesus will ever be with you through the thick and the thin
He is that friend who sticks closer than a kin
Because He is indeed closer and deeper than your skin
And it definitely will not depend on what you feel or think
He will never leave you or abandon you
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? …No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord– Romans 8: 35-39 (NIV)
