Barren Mother

I have an empty well of a belly.
My womb has known nothing but dying blood all my living years.
I have thought of no one but myself,
Fed no one but myself,
Placed no one before myself,
How do I have a womb except it was made to bear another, and yet
I have no idea what it means to pour a part of myself into another.
“A breast feeding mother?”
That’s a foreign name to me.
“A bread winning father?”
Who dares call me?
I am my own hero,
My own salt,
My own light in a shady place,
Come with me and I’ll lead you into the darkness.
I’d snuff the life out of my light because I do not want to share it.
I’m an evil already happening,
A menace waiting to be uncovered.
My tactics are new everyday
Yet my mind is old.
I am a dirty, dirty soul with a clogged up heart and a rigid body.

This is why I have come before the Rock of Ages,
Before The fire that purifies without consuming to ashes.
My tears produce more salt now than I have ever thought to produce.
I do not know when I ever took lessons from the ocean
But my ill will like waves come crushing over me.
I am caught up in my own dirt web,
Spun in my own fear.
I have come to you as a barren womb in need for a child.
I was born to be mother, now may I know a child?
I have come as a fruitless tree in its season.
As hungry fire,
I’m desperate.
As a docile branch,
I submit.
I accept defeat.
Let your rains fall on this arid land again, Lord.
I admit nothing was ever my own;
As I am left with nothing now I am reminded where I come from.
Give me one child, Yahweh ‘tis All I ask.
Surprise the quick-to-conclude with Your quick-to-deliver.
Let them know when their calling-me-barren tongues call me mother,
Let them know from every side of the flipping coin earth,
That You make the Barren Mother.

Adaobi Chiemelu
(c) 2018

MIND GAMES

Four walls, darkness I’m in a room

Camera, lights, action! I’m on cue

Me, I am the real you

Though I may never be captured by these physical sight apertures I am the true you

Funny they say seeing is believing cos there is no question to it

I do exist and three can testify to this God Devil and you yes you

I am the black spot no extra-terrestrial entity can reach

I am the second most important being next to your spirit

I am your decision sector your emotional dictator

I am the reason why you feel the way you feel

I am an obsessive information collector

I am the secret to your intellectual competence

I am your soul or better put I am your mind and these four walls here, is my home

The darkness? Oh boy I love it

cos in it there are no limits to what I can do

You see the darkness it feeds my strength to create fantasies vast as seas

An unending world of lust my Monalisa masterpiece LOL!

 

Thing is I’m never satisfied and the possibilities just remain endless

Yes I am caged the reality sinks in but it doesn’t matter it was always meant to be or so I think

My blinded sight shades the reality to a beautiful grey so all I need do is forget

Forget I have no clue where I’m sailing to

Forget I have responsibilities to attend to

Forget I only live for the next minute

o matter it’s the civilized way, life on the fast lane

I just try to forget that soon you will die, your spirit will return to its maker

but I will have to find home on one side of eternity

Problem is I don’t think I’d qualify for the heavenlies

Forget I should Forget I would but the fact that I ignore the truth does not mean it ceases to be true

My feigned ignorance was the facade that shielded me up until the light came to me…

 

As we three listened to the preacher preach

I could sense a lot of activity a new thing was occurring

It seemed as if our old friend, your spirit was rebirthing

And somewhere in this dark enclosement a light was finally shining wow!

As the words flowed from me to your lips

We all surrendered to HIM who was and is and will forever be

We gave him total control and you know its so amazing

cos as you feed me with the knowledge of His word I am changing

Maybe not as fast as did your spirit but as the light gains more in

I am renewed not rebirthed I said renewed and though I’m just within you,

This is the miracle that transforms you.

 

So you want to be successful, I see all the plans you’ve made

All the strategies you wish to undertake

Don’t be surprised I know these, you conceived them in me

I understand you do this because one who fails to plan plans to fail

But why do you not plan to renew me daily?

Does not the word proclaim that new wine in old skin would cause a spill

Why do you plan without me?

Don’t you realize it all starts with me and now that you let the light in there are truly no limits to heights we can reach?

Listen, the success you seek has always been within.

So do this,

Be ye transformed by the renewal of your mind that’s me

Start thinking successful and what’s more start speaking successful

Stop dreaming and start proclaiming,

I have no better yesterdays,

I’m excelling exceeding abundantly far above kings and queens shall come to the brightness of my rising light

I am surnamed of the Lord so I am infinitely successful, I am globally impactful, I am eternally, divinely, explosively full of wisdom so I am no novice

I am born again, Holy spirit filled, tongue speaking the things that be not as though they were and so I proclaim

One day I am going to look back to see a myriad of right decisions

One day I’ll be so wealthy my trophy case full of testimonies

One day I’d tell others how God brought me to a point I can say I have run my course and finished my race I have used up all He put in me till all that is left is a thankful sigh

One day it will be today and my dreams will materialize before my very eyes

cos once my dreams towered before me Mountain Everest but I today proclaim my victory Zerubbabel.

 

Let these words shape the minutes, hours, days before you

And I assure you, once they get settled in me you have got the victory

For blessed is he that believeth haven not seen yet.

Let your future in and with your words shape it

Subject to His will let faith flow from me to form your reality

And yes once again please know this,

All you will ever be will of a necessity start with me

For at the end what matters most is what you believe.

Cut!

 

W.A.R

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And I was taught that the characteristics of living things were MR NIGER D or MR NIGER LAC at times
So one of the attributes of my living is to die, but when we are not getting enough from the full bucket of grace we sing for the Spirit to fill our cups only so we can live how we want and in the end we just kick the bucket, and return to dirt.

Pardon me, but how ironic is it that you have been made to believe that the characteristic of an actual living thing is death?. So you lack a life span because when you try to fight with good intentions and it seems hard you just quit after all if you can’t beat them all you have to do is join in, am not a weakling it’s called adaptation, so if we compete through life then I am done with all my duties on earth as a man and my mission is finally complete.
No, but this is war, really are we ready? Continue reading

THE 23rd PSALM

This is an eye opener; some probably never thought nor looked at this Psalm in this way, even though they say it over and over again.

The Lord is my Shepherd
That’s Relationship!

I shall not want
That’s Supply!

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures
That’s Rest!

He leadeth me beside the still waters
That’s Refreshment!

He restoreth my soul
That’s Healing!

He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
That’s Guidance!

For His name sake
That’s Purpose!

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
That’s Testing!

I will fear no evil
That’s Protection!

For Thou art with me
That’s Faithfulness!

Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me
That’s Discipline!

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies
That’s Hope!

Thou annointest my head with oil
That’s Consecration!

My cup runneth over
That’s Abundance!

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life
That’s Blessing!

And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
That’s Security!

Forever
That’s Eternity!

Face it, the Lord is crazy about you.
A good morning to you!

ONE WORD! ONE GOD!

Jesus Belongs To All
Jesus is Jesus of all! Africans should stop acting as if our God will have them go through strenuous spiritual exercises before He will give them what He will without any particular stress give the Western/White people. It’s all about our belief system. I’m not disadvantaged because I’m a black. Romans 10:12 says, ‘For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon Him.’ Paraphrasing that, I can say,’For there is no difference between the White and the Black: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that upon Him.’
What is your belief system like? In 2014, get into the Word of God for yourself to get your belief system upgraded to the heavenly, so that no pastor or anybody will get you caged anymore. Where the Spirit of the Lord is , there is liberty.
Selah.

by Adebayo Funmi

LECTURE TIME!

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I think it’ll be good for every saint, as God chose to call (christian, according to the name the people gave us and never God), who wants to have mastery over every affair of life and put satan to where he belongs, that is under their feet permanently, to undergo a training, called, ‘Sonship/Daughtership Training Programme.’

-The grand lecturer: The Holy Spirit. Jn. 14:26, 16:8-13, 1 Jn. 2:20, 27

-Other lecturers: Other anointed ministers of the gospel of Jesus

-The Main Course Material: The Holy Bible

-Other Materials: Anointed teaching materials absolutely according to the Bible

-Duration: As determined by the Holy Spirit, and also the individual cooperation and obedience will be a factor. This will definitely vary from one person to another.

-Requirements: You must be dead to self and sin, that is, you must hate sin passionately. Gal. 2:20, Rm. 6:11-14 & 12:1-2

-Course Outlines/Course Materials:

-Introduction: The supernatural is attainable unto all. Jn. 3:3, 31. 5:19-21, 26-27, 8:23 & Rm. 10:12. (Hint: To be born again means ‘to be born from above/heaven)

-Decision/Determination: Lk. 14:27-33, 9:57-62, Jude 1:3

-Discipline: 1 Cor. 6:12, 10:23, 9:24-27, Mt. 16:24, Lk. 9:23 . . .

-End Result:

-Walking in the supernatural: Jn. 14:12, The supernatural operations of prophet Elisha in 2 Kgs, The story of Jesus’ Apostles, Acts of Apostles.

-Sustenance in the Supernatural:

-Good Conscience: 1 Tim. 1:19, 3:9

-Humility: Mt. 11:29, 1 Pt. 5:5-6, James 4:6-7, Phil. 2:5-9

by

Adebayo Funmi

IDENTITY

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Some believe that this cosmic earth came from a supreme being, that all things work according to His will. Others believe in no such thing with proven reason creating out of reasoning a scientific evolution theory but yet a few believe out of nothingness came forth all things. In a whole we try to sum up the birth of the earth, its resident people and answer the question of who owns what. Philosophers are seen to be wisest amongst men but even their wisdom remains questionable for who we are, what life is or who God is are questions amongst many that even they never seem to give definite and ultimate answers to. All they ever seem to do is go round around the problem definition without providing a probable and viable answer or solution. Continue reading

IS IT WORTH IT?

Is it worth it?
To keep living in sin
Only to end up in hells pit
Is it worth it?
To keep postponing the date
Only to find yourself before heavens gates
A little bit earlier than you thought
Is it worth it?
To end up in hell
Cos you never found the courage
To confess what you did while on earth
Is it worth it?
To snob his word in your ears
And find out its truth while in hell’s flames
Is it worth it?
For a man to gain the world
And lose his own soul

Is it really worth it?
To have no time to say it
And watch your friend die in sin
Is it worth it?
To believe and get saved
And ignore as others perish
Is it worth it?
To say you love jesus
Yet never speak about him
Even though he did command it
“For if ye love me
Keep my commandments”

Will it be worth it?
If you turn to heaven’s gate
And millions you could have saved
Turn to eternal damnation and pain
Will it even worth it?
If you are cut off from the tree of life
For not bearing fruits, an unworthy servant
Will it be worth it?
If you are sent the other way
For a little sin, an unconfessed sin, a little bit of pleasure
Will it be worth it at all?
If you find out
You had been wrong all along
Only to find out it’s too late
Forever damned, never to be forgiven
Is it worth it?
by
Ezeonyeka Godswill