No shame, no anger, nothing to prove… Only the victory of Jesus over death to enforce
-Enonche K. Enonche
No shame, no anger, nothing to prove… Only the victory of Jesus over death to enforce
-Enonche K. Enonche

I’ve been wronged. Why should I not be bitter?
Treated unfairly, as though I don’t deserve better.
Suffering consequences for choices I never made.
I’m strange not special, odd not unique, tossed apart not set apart.
Bitterness I drink, bitterness I sip.
I sleep with my oddness, wake with my strangeness and live with my bitterness.
I chose not this burden, it chose me and like a jealous wife follows me everywhere, weighing me down-spirit choking, soul gasping, body crumbling, all under this bitter weight.
How dare you demand I be bitter no more?
Roll away this load and with a light heart I’ll smile.
They point at me – jesting me, poking me, mocking me.
Bitterness, bitterness, bitterness all around and around all.
I sat there sinking in the mud hole of my anger, suffocating from my own rage, angry with life, tired of men, hidden from God.
I stood at the door beckoning the grim reaper ‘please pay me a visit’ and with open hands I would welcome him. Better dead than bitter, better entombed than enraged, life is overrated.
A knock! At last the grim reaper was here, I fumbled over myself in excitement to welcome my own death. I opened the door and He walked in instead, brighter than life and bigger than all, too magnificent to be grim, too loving to be reaper. I skidded with all my might heading the opposite direction, lest my darkness spewing heart stain even the edge of his light crusted garments. But His arms longer than the great wall and quicker than Bolt went round me and like the clenched jaws of Sabre tooth, drew me in to himself. I shuddered to look sure I would stain even the stainless and spread my cancer of bitterness on another.
He was gone, I opened my eyes to see that his glow had driven my groans and his light had shone upon my life, driving eternally away my darkness and stains. It was all gone and my heart was beating ‘free’ ‘dom’, ‘free’ ‘dom’, ‘free’ ‘dom’. I sought for my pain only to find His pleasures, I opened the wardrobe of my bitterness only to find garments of praise, my account of shame empty and my store of Joy overflowing.
Where is my knight in shining Armour? My hero who saved me from myself? I looked around to no avail, only to hear His voice from within my very heart crying ‘over here’.
This myriad of happenings all in a split second as I answered the altar call on this Sunday morning, never uttering a word, with folks I never knew but who now felt closer than kin. Kneeling on the altar, live tears streaming from my eyes, once bitter, once angry, now saved, now changed, all because His ears hear even the mute cries of a bitter heart.

To become what we should become, we need to hear what we don’t like to hear.
-SEGUN ABE.
That a preaching was very bitter does not make it the Truth. Truth may be bitter but THE TRUTH is not bitter .Jesus is THE TRUTH, and He is Sweet Jesus.
That a gospel is HARD does not make it THE GOSPEL. I know that THE GOSPEL is a yoke, but a very EASY one. Jesus is THE GOSPEL.
That a teaching leaves people crying and weeping does not make it THE GOSPEL, they might have been crying because it left them feeling worse. C’mon THE GOSPEL is The Good News and good news leaves us leaping with joy and feeling better.
THE GOSPEL is THE TRUTH that sets free!
That your gospel is so complicated and theological does not make it THE GOSPEL. You could be making all those up because THE GOSPEL is way too simple that it is too good to be true so that believing it is a big problem.
THE GOSPEL is “it is Finished, Believe and Receive!
Forsaking what you know in your spirit to be true, for what you know in your head to be facts is deception.
St. Davnique
Official Christapoet Team Poet
It’s His will 2000 years ago
Jesus answered this when his disciples brought him food even though He was hungry
Jesus saith unto them, My meat is to do the will of him that sent me, and to finish his work.(John4:34)
His will is far beyond our delight, our daily needs,including food.
Gods will has never changed!
It’s not the world’s economic revolution
Or political power.
No.
If it were,Jesus would have overthrown Herod, Pilate etc
He didn’t come for their seats.
His kingdom is in the hearts of men
Hence Paul was clear when he asked that we prayed for kings and rulers
1Timothy2 :1-2
This is the focal reason
2.4 Who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth.
All men,our friends,family,office colleagues,neighbours,etc
This should dominate our conversations
Our gists
Some have said”how do I share the gospel”
I usually ask them”how do you start gists in class,office,with neighbours? ”
You know how to preach!
You aren’t just ready to!
Today,yes this day
Start a gist around and about salvation with a facebook friend, office colleague or classmate who is yet to believe!
Do it!
Today!
Okay?
You have a splendid day.
I call you blessed Jesus is Lord,we win!
~Pastor Segun Onayinka