Digits and digital screenshots sum up a decade’s material history
Figures summarize lives’ trajectories and mass movements
A matter-of-factly tale of the wide-world, or of a chip of it
Axes drawn, with zigzag lines dancing across the cartesian
Fine definition of boom and bust
Of the struggle to become, the becoming, and the loss of being
My place is a forecaster’s: I tell of unemployment rates and poverty lines and deficits
Cheery new homeowners’ smiles and jubilant shareholders’ faces I barely count
Neither do I the tearful small business owner’s wails over irredeemable loss
The once self-sufficient, now paupered, set back by the invisible hand’s mercilessness
Theories trump themes in the world of unfeeling averages and projections
Now and then the numbers come alive as I remember that I count people
Only a lucky spark; I soon become statistical again
It would seem to me that man feels pain only to an extent
When his memory of another’s brims up, he sinks it into the subconscious
To bear human hopes shattered, he creates an outlook of fateism
He separates fact from emotion
He forgets to feel, just to feel relief again
But is it not the insensitive that wreaks the most havoc upon human flesh and heart?
Our God, though great unto infinity, is closest
His heart beats, His heart feels, He sees farthest
He needs not aggregate and simplify to understand
All of history is to Him the present moment
All of one loner’s concern, a legendary significance
When the cycle of plenty and little turns and churns out beauty and pain
His arms are always outstretched to hold up the triumphant and the losing alike
In the end, all the world’s fancy and riches fade and rust
But God’s loving gaze never strays from our affairs.
